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2011-07-31T22:00:00.002+08:00

its jus sundden that this and the other blog came to my mind and i decided to visit it..
hahahaha i realise i learn alot this few yrs. probabaly i am kinda slow in this kinda thing but when i read back..i can feel it..
cant believe that i am so childish xDD

haha anyway it will always be a nice memories :)

haven been in contact, coz i dont know how to maintain a relationship.. as in friend.

okays yar..seriously sry to thoes friend that i haven been in contact but i do care and read up abt ur sometime(: take good caree kays? <3

i probably wouldnt update anytime soon..(and i seriously doubt that any will see this ^^)

2009-10-02T23:55:00.002+08:00

i wanted to blog something but somehow i DONT WANT to remember what i want to blog about..
when i thought of what to blog about, i knew that i will not rmb but i dont want to write it down.
when i tired to rmb, i dont want to remember.
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whatever~ probably i just dont want to blog about it..

2009-09-24T10:37:00.002+08:00

22sept 09- 23 sept 09

went for class chalet, even thought its 2 day 1 night but i enjoyed it haha..
we are suppose to meet at pasir ris mrt at 1130 and i freaking late for almost 2hr =.=
then we had our lunch at mac and went NTUC to buy BBQ stuff..

ooo and on the way to book in cause we didnt buy pepper salt and sugar.. so H1, HW went to mac take haha xD

PS2, psp, poped out once we reach the chalet haha..
yar and a few ppl helped out in preparing the food..
[its quite a bad day cause its raining]

we played card games and board game too.

[the rain stopped, YAY!]
at around 8 we started BBQ-ing..
till quite late...

wasnt planning to sleep though but in the end almost everyone slept, 13 ppl squeeze into one room..^^

woke up around 7, packed up and off we go..^^
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it doesnt sound fun, but being able to stay tgt is great [=
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and we all got our result on 23 sept.... .. .. .. .. ..

2009-09-15T14:04:00.002+08:00

恋して悪魔

http://www.mysoju.com/koishite-akuma/

Description:
Ruka has yet to mature into a full-fledged vampire. His canines have yet to fully develop, which means he still hasn't tasted human blood — or, at least, human blood that he's drawn himself. In order to get him prepared, he is cast down into the world of humans, where he boards with Jiro, the owner of a Chinese restaurant, and enrolls in high school. His homeroom teacher is a cheerful, though meddlesome, young woman who catches the fledgling bloodsucker off-guard. Is he actually falling in love with a mortal?

... .. .. .. .. currently @ ep3

2009-09-12T01:26:00.002+08:00

WANT TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKINS! but i am not changing it..
haha anyway
i am not going to type alot.. ^^

4 sept-dinner after SP! yar! XD
[at pepper lunch]

okay! its blur..
[in white tee-> lidong, kannan, kok wei]

[clarissa, zhiying, alfred]

[xiao xiao da jie/ lao shi]

[cheryl]

[valerie]
more people though but didnt manage to take their pic..=/

[during SP in animation lab]

the man checking or cleaning air-con. i took this JFF haha..

did this during SP. there's a few more but i prefer scanning it in.. but..^^ i dont feel like scanning it in xD

hmm you know zach bell/gash bell
haha i am so crazy over making the box that he always carry..

" huh! "

i am trying to take some spaceship or shooting star which is moving damn slowly..but it's too small for my phone to capture it =.=

[ - ]

the end! ^^ happy holiday!

2009-09-08T01:27:00.002+08:00

SP over she is definitely happy..

fri- 4 sept- happy belated bday nalini [ i know u wont see this]

presentation day? yes presentation.. she was so worried through out the whole thing even when she wasnt presenting. she was the second to present, but due to the teacher? lect? whatever didnt ask her or comment on her animation she felt so worried...
she is dumb i think? yar she always said that..

but she really had alot fun that night with her friend at the park..
she did stuff that she never dare to do in front of her friend..
she go wee-ing down the slide
and she " confess to a boy she dont really know"
the above two is just games ..
but she really had fun with them..

what will she do during holiday..?
participate in the ad competition with her friend..

thats all bye!

2009-08-12T16:59:00.002+08:00

feeling so depress depress depress.. .. .. ..

sick and tire

i am not freaking working hard T.T

i am not doing well..

hais..

why do i care so much on how i score?

booo~

GYW can you freaking work hard and practice hard?

2009-08-10T17:30:00.000+08:00

You bad bad bad! xD thats what mallory said.
i kind of like this show " natural born killer" everthough it kind of
VIOLENCE?
haha..

i dont know why but i simply loves it..xD
It's intresting the way the director flim it the way it was edited...cool! xD

2009-08-03T09:40:00.000+08:00

buahahaha
it's monday!!!
and i got freaking lots of work to do...
and i am still SLACKING....
=.=

sat 1 aug
really had lots of fun with lingying haha.. we are like crazy..
that i dont really feel like going back..xD

anyway..
off to do Hwork.. .. .. .. ..

i am said: Hey people i am still alive haha...

2009-06-16T00:57:00.003+08:00

hahaha finally i posted something??^^
finally got two week term break BUT T.T wanna cry lar so many assignment.. somehow i think i might drown in it.. laughs*
dont think i have got time to enjoy myself at all but instead i will be putting stress on myself to complete all the simple but not that simple assignment by this week then i can put in more effort on the 2 big assignment the next week...

15 june
first day of term break went to school actually.. wanted to complete the video editing by that day so that i can hand it in and i will have one less burden BUT all mac lab will be down for this two week... hais meaning i have to chiong when school start.. RAWR!!!
and i ended up in the other lab doing research for a while and i started reading onemanga lols..
meaning i somehow wasted my first day...

planning for 16 june is at least complete 1assignment ...better 2 haahha...

ok whatever it is jia you ba yuwei^^...

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每一次的挫折，都是一个考验。

updated! hahaha.. off to watch K.O.3anguo!!!

2009-05-11T12:55:00.003+08:00

yar new life and it's freaking stress..
that i forgotten how my blog look like.. LOLS..

I GOT NO IDEA???!!!=//////////////////////

2009-04-04T01:02:00.002+08:00

http://gohyuwei.livejournal.com/

yar i will be posting at LJ SOMETIME ^^.. or

probably i will start using LJ haha..

2009-03-25T09:41:00.003+08:00

counting down 6 more days to orientation ...=]
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haha just now took the are you smart quiz.
http://iqtest-sg.freebie9.com/
i scored 5/9 i passed!!
but i dun think i am smart =.=
cause i didnt pass that well ah?^^

2009-03-23T11:55:00.000+08:00

我的快乐 - 锦绣二重唱

徘了徊了走了错了过了等了
累了全都困了烦的乱的等的
都是真的

疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的
怎么忘呢

你做过的伤放困了你爱的音
那天的我等着你等成了摆设

我的你的他的好的坏的难的
灰的蓝的黄的酸的甜的苦的
都还记得

非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我心要换你的真的不行那么
只得放了

环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了

我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得

我的快乐会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择

我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得

我的快乐会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择

我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得

我的快乐会回来的
离开不是你给了我的选择

疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的
怎么忘呢

非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我心要换你的真的不行那么
只得放了

放了......
忘了......

2009-03-21T01:21:00.002+08:00

一天一天貼近你的心　你開心　我關心
一點一滴我都能感應　你是我　最美的相信

等不到　雙子座　流星雨　灑滿天際
先點燃　九支仙女棒　代替

最燦爛　不一定　要許多　鑽石黃金
看你眼睛　有幸福的倒影

把你的討厭　宅急便　送到天邊
平凡的傻事　用了心　變成經典
存滿滿的心願　便利貼　貼成無限
就是我們　最富有的宣言

把你的喜歡　每一天　複習兩遍
驚喜的預言　我的天　通通應驗
你和我的心願　便利貼　貼心裡面
收集感動　給以後懷念

等不到　雙子座　流星雨　灑滿天際
先點燃　九支仙女棒　代替

最燦爛　不一定　要許多　鑽石黃金
看你眼睛　有幸福的倒影

把你的討厭　宅急便　送到天邊
平凡的傻事　用了心　變成經典
存滿滿的心願　便利貼　貼成無限
就是我們　最富有的宣言

把你的喜歡　每一天　複習兩遍
驚喜的預言　我的天　通通應驗
你和我的心願　便利貼　貼心裡面
收集感動　給以後懷念

把你的討厭　宅急便　送到天邊
平凡的傻事　用了心　變成經典
存滿滿的心願　便利貼　貼成無限
就是我們　最富有的宣言

把你的喜歡　每一天　複習兩遍
驚喜的預言　都為你　提早應驗
你和我的心願　便利貼　貼心裡面
收集感動　給以後懷念

一天一天貼近你的心
一點一滴我都能感應
你是最美的相信
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你快乐吗？^^
我希望我认识，不认识的每一个人，每天都可以很快乐！

2009-03-18T10:29:00.002+08:00

They wrote a song for him, and it's so touching..

What can i do? can i freaking be myself..

what's right what's wrong is it that important..

I dont know anymore...

and i can t stop it from coming..

.. .. .. .. .. ..

2009-03-09T00:04:00.002+08:00

you know what?
i dont know what to post about.

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dont go the wrong path again.

2009-02-27T10:27:00.002+08:00

也许，我只是在你生命当中经过的一个人，没有什么值得留念。
I am not the person u needed, but happy that i think you found that person.
I am just someone.[=

dying inside but struggling to survive.

2009-02-26T02:16:00.002+08:00

just finish watching hana yori dango season2!^^
haha it's nice.

i started drawing ytd will post it up soon.

smile[=

2009-02-21T23:19:00.002+08:00

today received NYP letter quite excited at first. but after i read what am i suppose to do...
Stressed*

anyway today [ai jiu zhai yi qi] first ep happy happy^^
i am just somebody out there that's not known.

didnt bake muffin today.
thats all buaiix.

nb forgets to smile.[=

2009-02-21T00:11:00.002+08:00

no hope no hope T>T...
CANNOT go the shuo ying hui le lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am RAWRing!!

but i am not tt disappointed.. cause i am quite mentally prepare BUT the last Q is lik WTH lar!!!!!!!!!!! haven even watch the first ep u ask things ABT first ep..

RAWR!.

2009-02-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

寂寞暴走 lyrics!
（纶）这里的景色叫做曾经爱过曾存在你的拥抱和温柔
（儒）撕开票根独自重游票价是想念你的痛你说做朋友并不是朋友
（尊）我们比路人还陌生的多
（纶）感情的废墟重建以后
（东）谁会偶尔回来走走

（合）我站在回忆的路口走进我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落一目了然的痛让我无法说累是因为脆弱
我沿着命运的箭头无奈向前走到下个人的怀中
爱你还没爱够你却要我放手谁都在时间的秘密花园中你从没走...wo... oh nononono..

（儒）我说的爱你说的太自由
（纶）自由到仿佛我只是说说
（东）未来的风景我没爱过
（尊）我只想念你的所有

（合）我站在回忆的路口走进我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落一目了然的痛让我无法说累是因为脆弱
我沿着命运的箭头无奈向前走到下个人的怀中
爱你还没爱够你却要我放手谁都在时间的秘密花园中你从没走
无论爱你想你都已尽数成回忆报Ž 69; 他们能看见的是虚伪的从容

（纶）我站在回忆的路口走进我左胸口暴走的寂寞

（合）赤裸裸的失落一目了然的痛让我无法说累是因为脆弱
我沿着命运的箭头无奈向前走到下个人的怀中
爱你还没爱够你却要我放手谁都在时间的秘密花园中你从没走
wo...oh nononono...wo.

2009-02-20T22:52:00.002+08:00

FEeling so stress? depressed? confused? blank?

arghhh.!!!

ah like what u see i dont even know.

later will decide if i am able to go the shou ying hui .
i still think tt i wont be able to go but i wont give up.[=

time to .. .. ..

2009-02-19T23:01:00.002+08:00

have been reading story written by Low Kay Hwa,
completed:
->i believe you
-it's really touching ^^
- happy ending too

-> Destiny cries
Freaking touching, alan[guy] is willing to die for destiny[girl].
anyway the guy did die. but the ending it's still so touching.

Currently reading:
->you are here

there's more

[even though the books are like very very EX but worth it^^]
recommended yo.
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completed two books within two day. break my record? i usually finish one book in a month haha.

Kind of tire=/ but i am happy [=
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gonna bake muffin this SAT!! hahah^^
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anyway tmr rainie, jiro and hu yu wei will arrive at singapore at 1250pm^^ hohoho but sadly i cant go =/
i doubt tt i got the chance to go see them.

20FEB:
1250pm arrive at singapore
4pm got ji zhe hui but dunno where!!!
7pm causeway point but got buddhism thing

21FEB:
2pm Kbox Kunion [level 8 of cineleisure]
but need the tong xing zhen T>T
tt's why currently listening to yes933.
really hope tt i can be the first five to ans the question so tt can get the tong xing zhen^^
Gambatte.!

2009-02-18T23:56:00.000+08:00

expected! didnt get again.

2009-02-18T01:53:00.002+08:00

故事不会在现实生活中发生，对吧？

finished watching hana yori dango withing one day.

好啦，大家晚安咯！

2009-02-17T23:41:00.001+08:00

阿疯了！又没拿到 =/

2009-02-17T23:22:00.002+08:00

OKAYS~ i have never been so yong gong before lor^^
因为想拿到 [爱就宅一起] 的首映会通行证 i seacrh almost all of it's information. almost lar but haven^^ haha
somemore i use my whole family de handphone to stand by lols..

i dont know why but i really wanna go.
haha{ laughing at myself

2009-02-15T21:02:00.002+08:00

我知道！我知道！你说的我都知道。
为什么你们还要重复我知道的事。

我比任何一个人都讨厌
愚蠢的自己。

我知道我很笨，我知道我因该用功，
但请你们不要再重复，好吗？
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2009-02-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

Your Heart Takes Love Seriously

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Brain is Vivid

Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.

You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored.

You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.

And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

People Like You... Sometimes

You are liked, but only when people are able to overlook your faults.

Deep down, you are a good person, but you definitely have some obnoxious tendencies.

So step back, and try to figure out when people aren't responding to you positively.

A few simple changes could make you a lot better liked!

What People Don't Like About You:

People don't like that you seem unnatural and stiff at times. You sometimes give off an impression of being standoffish or fake.

People don't like that you're not very interesting or engaging. You often bore them... and yourself.

What People Like About You:

People like that you give them support and strength. Friends know that they can count on you to be there for them.

Do People Like You?

You Are Likely a First Born

At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.

At work and school, you do best when you're researching.

When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.

In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.

Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.

You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

The Birth Order Predictor

Your Valentine's Day Personality is Friendly

You think of Valentine's Day as the perfect chance to show people you care.

It's not exclusively a romantic holiday for you. You like to celebrate with your friends too.

Valentine's Day makes you nostalgic for cute cards and cheap candies.

You love the idea of a Valentine's Day where everyone feels included.

What's Your Valentine's Day Personality?

You Are 52% Jealous

You're a fairly jealous person, but it's nothing to beat yourself up about.

A little jealousy is perfectly normal, though sometimes you take it a little far.

Recognize when jealousy is taking over your life, and try to hold back your impulses.

You'll be a better (and happier) person for it!

How Jealous Are You?

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.

And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.

Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.

You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.

You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.

With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's Your Element?

You Are 71% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word.

You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.

How Creative Are You?

Your Sleeping Position Says You Need Adventure

You are confident and ready to tackle life.

You are pretty vain and happy with your physical appearance.

You are born to be the center of attention, and you're unhappy on the sidelines.

You're always up for trying something new - in and out of bed!

If you don't get enough sleep, you: Look like hell

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You toss and turn all night

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

What People Think of Your Mouth

People see you both as reserved and sweet.

You tend to be very sensitive and detail oriented.

The smallest things can please or annoy you. You tend to be internally moody.

Perceptive and intuitive, you understand people quickly - though you usually won't tell them.

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

You Are Chardonnay

Fresh, spirited, and classic - you have many facets to your personality.

You can be sweet and light. Or deep and complex.

You have a little bit of something to offer everyone... no wonder you're so popular.

Approachable and never smug, you are easy to get to know (and love!).

Deep down you are: Dependable and modest

Your partying style: Understated and polite

Your company is enjoyed best with: Cold or wild meat

What Kind of Wine Are You?

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is medium.

In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.

But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!

There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.

You've loved, lost, and loved again.

You have had a wide range of love experiences.

And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.

This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.

You know a relationship is not about getting your way.

And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is medium.

You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...

But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.

You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.

Independence:

Your independence is high.

You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.

Having your own life is very important for you...

Even more important than having a relationship.

The Five Variable Love Test

2009-02-14T21:56:00.002+08:00

Happy V.day^^
i did practically nothing today.
haha
only went for dance today then the rest of my time watching drama^^

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i enjoyed every minute, second of dancing.

2009-02-13T22:34:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO JIE and HAPPY EARLY V>DAY!^^

ytd night baked v.day cookies haha... packed around ten packets.
got three is special de, one is specially for xj cause he birthday, then other two inside got heart shape cookies, the rest normal cookies pattern which is no pattern haha..

chun hui and yihong got the cookies with heart shape de congra wo =.=|| lols..

tata.^^

2009-02-12T23:44:00.001+08:00

我睡了一觉却更觉得疲劳
头发纠结像一把稻草
在镜子前面穿了又再脱掉
透过皮肤看得到心跳

两条锁骨苍白的线条
挂着隐形沈重的背包
我的赤祼没人看到
就像讲话没人了

沙发变成电椅让人麻痹
对话的只有冷气在为我叹息

如果王子的新衣可以让我挑选
我的动脉会被看见
宁可危险有些疯癫没有遮掩
穿着王子的新衣在人群面前
想看看你们疯狂的脸
会爱我不爱我不必敷衍
冒着绝对的风险
是靠在我胸前还是说再见

我洗了一个澡烟雾缠绕
突然很喜欢氧气的稀薄
地板的水有个旋涡
我常常幻想能被他吞噬掉

身上的水不想擦掉
在床上会躺成独特的符号
等世界需要对我骚扰
当它是我的海报

你说你的道理我不反击
但这是我的游戏有我的规矩

如果王子的新衣可以让我挑选
我的动脉会被看见
宁可危险有些疯癫没有遮掩
穿着王子的新衣在人群面前
想看看你们疯狂的脸
会爱我不爱我不必敷衍
冒着绝对的风险
是靠在我胸前还是说再见

领口很透明可以算计喉结跳动的频率
双手拥抱的用力你看得清
我的肩我的膝受伤留下的痕迹
我愿意都透明全部透明

我的王子的新衣依然挂在房间
等待机会出场表演
到那一天或许我会不再无言

如果王子的新衣可以让我挑选
我的动脉会被看见
宁可危险有些疯癫没有遮掩
穿着王子的新衣在人群面前
想看看你们疯狂的脸
会爱我不爱我不必敷衍
冒着绝对的风险
是靠在我胸前还是说再见

2009-02-11T14:15:00.002+08:00

Greatly affected.

yihong,
I DEFINITELY WILL BE THERE.
you see that?
I really do care, but sometime i just dont know how to express myself.
i really wanna help, but i dont know what can i do.
I mean it from the bottom of my heart.

I dont know if u read my blog but i really hope tt you see this.
I dont know if you trust me, but i dont mind cause u will know it when the days come.
isnt it? [=

sorry i cant comment as i got no livejournal so have to post here.[=
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Sometime i do mind but other time i dont
cause i know it's what i wanna give, i cant really expect reply.
but i do hope for reply or perhaps i should stop hoping[=.
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I aint perfect.
I made mistakes.
But i am trying to be.
I know i wont made it.
But at least i tried.
I apologise for my wrong.
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[Remember to smile.]

2009-02-11T09:28:00.001+08:00

Before i lock up all those memorable time, i would like to do something for all of you.

Remember to smile no matter what.

move on yar?^^
GAMBATTE!

[I hope i am not the only one]

2009-02-09T19:57:00.002+08:00

tata.

Waking. something is missing, hmmm... i dunno but yar FGT it haha..

I am screaming within me. I dont understand. It's all so confusing.
Empty.

Feel like a kid. Oh no no, i am a kid.

everything within dont seem to match an answer.

something is missing.
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oh dada i Harts singing eventhough i am not good at it^^
is there anything else i can do?

useless freak.
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hmmm thinking of changing URL cause
UNCLE is READing MY BLOG ....O.O ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. haha.

smile.BUAIIX.

I am willing to say GoodBye.

2009-02-09T17:53:00.002+08:00

很想上学。

有没有人听见我的呐喊声。

2009-02-03T12:34:00.000+08:00

good charlottle- broken heart parade

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Here we go oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

We got problems
We don't know how to solve them
Everywhere we go, we got some skeletons to follow
We got baggage you know we're gonna drag it
Everywhere we go, for everyone to see, in the...

[CHORUS]
Broken hearts parade
And I'm putting my heart out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing a song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
I've never been better than I am today

Go oh oh
Oh oh oh

You got a question
How do we get it started?
I got an answer, let go of your heart and...
Love it, live it, leave it and get into it
If you wanna start it, this is how you do it, in the...

[CHORUS]
Broken hearts parade
And I'm putting my heart out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing a song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
And I've never been better than I am today

I used to lie awake at night and
Wonder when she's coming home
It used to be so hard to wake up every day

[CHORUS]
The broken hearts parade
And we're putting our hearts out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing a song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
And I've never been better than I am today

March on to the sound!
The beating of a broken heart!
Step with the rhythm you found!
To the beating of a broken heart!

2009-02-01T20:58:00.002+08:00

真的很讨厌那无所事事的日子，

简直是在浪费时间。
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一直以来都是被保护着，
渐渐的不想走出被保护的感觉。
害怕受伤，害怕一个人，害怕改变，害怕将会发生的一切事。
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朋友，也许对你来说一点都不重要。
我想让你知道的是那对我很重要。

朋友，是不是朋友？
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你不是最痛苦的。
****
有时你看到的，并不是真实。
看起来他们过得很痛苦，但也许他们比你过得跟快乐。
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2009-01-31T10:47:00.001+08:00

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Not once you replied my greeting.

2009-01-29T09:22:00.003+08:00

O>O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dreamt tt i went ITE i am like, what? not even one poly course i can get in..! =.=
then after tt went for assembly O.o
the teacher or dunno who give out something with my xiao shi hou de picture with name also.O.o
i look at tt thing then found out the name is not my name if i not wrong the name written on it is "jia qi" 0.0
then next i think i met LY and SW[pri sch friend] and one senior she bring me and my two pri school friend take bus O.o goin dunno where
then suddenly i at home le then LY called ask why i go home O.O
ok. then wake up liao LOLS!

2009-01-28T09:25:00.002+08:00

Happy 牛 year！
初一。

初二。

表妹生日. 我抱住的是他弟弟也就是我的表弟^^

很可爱吧? 中间那个^^

she is freaking active^^

2009-01-22T09:33:00.002+08:00

Yos!
haha ytd went out with yihong yumin shiya and shuu.
err we went somewhere near aljunied but anyway we dun really know where is it^^
it quite a nice place with alot of ANTS! =.=
kay waiting for pic so.
tata the end^^

2009-01-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

17 & 18 January
really enjoyed this two days basically because i used up all my time doing things tt i dont regret at all haha..

[17]
Morning had breakfast with dad, mom, bro, da ge, er ge, uncle. haha hey why are we gathering tgt early in the morning? hohoho. cause we are going to made pineapple tarts haha..
at AMK grandhouse.

pineapple filling. oks i know it dont look nice =x lols.

papa "playing" with dough

er ge reading recipe

tata end product [start: 11+ end: 4+]
ok is not only one container lols.. is EIGHT! tts alot haha...
after tt went for dance training at 430pm.
first training find it fun? [= yar i really enjoyed the whole two hour..^^
after dance went back AMK grandhouse had my dinner and went Fairprice extra with dad mon uncle and er ge^^
then midnight made blogskins haha and ZZZZzzz
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[18]
woke up quite early today ^^
cause today er ge suggested making cookies and EIGHT MORE container of pineapple tarts hahah..

add in choco!

tata! end product. [two big container two small container]
didnt take any pic for today pineapple making..
cause i am busy helping out^^
is not tt i didnt help in the cookies i did ok?! hhaha
joke: any order ppl?^^
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2009-01-16T17:52:00.002+08:00

那感觉是什么？
想拥有但不能拥有。

2009-01-12T20:01:00.003+08:00

i noe my reault aint tt good but i am already quite happy tt i can go poly. [=

i know i dont have the rights to sae anything but i really do care.
i know it's hard to accept i know it's easier to sae then done.

All i can sae, go on and Gambatte!

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yamamomo cool lars.!

2009-01-08T21:46:00.001+08:00

污点。
毁了一切

2009-01-08T21:31:00.002+08:00

oks few day to Os result
i even thought of the worst that i will go ITE=.=||
hais.. but quite happy tt my dad sae go ITE nbm ^^..
but hope for the best
all i want is have the courage to accept my result..
*especially my eng* smile! [=

everything is fixed.

2009-01-08T14:40:00.002+08:00

有时真的很想哭。
是因为那温暖吗？
是感动吗？
是羡慕吗？
有时觉得很幸福，你们。

也许是羡慕你们的那份友情。
我也许没有可能拥有的友情。

2009-01-05T12:53:00.002+08:00

我做不到=/
我没有办法变得像你们
能够很开心的在一起
一起笑，
一起谈话。

我很害怕也很介意你们对我的看法。

有时我告诉自己，你可以的，你不必去介意

我尝试过，不过让我觉得自己很extra。

2009-01-01T12:48:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

31/12/09,时间：23:59:59,
对我们来说是一年又过了，对它们来说只是平凡的一天。

2008-12-28T20:44:00.003+08:00

hello ppl! i am back waha. MIA fro 3 days and went kenshu^^

seriously i dont really miss this camp as much as the previous kenshu but i still hmmm kind of enjoyed it. really love them all haha almost everyone is like so hyper [ahem* i tried to join in but i think it's an unsuccessful one but at least i tried^^]

KENSHU 08
Theme: Forge Ahead courageously
ok. my gp name is : yong ja
reason for gp name:my bro suggested ninja as gp name at first but find it too simple, and courageously means "yong gan", hence " yong gan de ninja" first plus last = yong ja!
leader 1: my bro [goh mao kang] (WT right?!)
leader 2: geng tao ( ah tao) [she really rocks^^]
gp member: xP until now i still dont know some of gp member name hence shall leave it blank [=
1st day:
ok. i am not hyper and totally no mood.
but kind of happy as during games saw my gp very united [3 cheers for yong ja!! kekes]
i didn't play any game as i am game fac^^
my role is damn simple just turning the skipping rope and demo the whole game for once.
firstly, one whole gp will be separated in to two, named: A & B, every round two participant from each gp, one person will hold watermelon fill with watermelon juice sec person will put 7 packets of water bomb in one pail one top of his/her head then run forward and stop in front of three umbrella the person with watermelon will have to pass the watermelon to the person with pail then pick up one of the umbrella to block away the slashing water BUT hahaha in the three umbrella got two got terrible hole, both will run forward again to my skipping station hoho.. they will have to successfully skip for 3 time while holding the juice and pail [ yar the worse is the watermelon water will splash hahaha and the water bomb will drop], next is hopscotch the person with pail will have to jump then at the end he/she need to face backward and bend down to take bottle cup [ the bottle cup consist of plus and minus, plus mean plus point, minus mean minus point] and the whole game continue until everybody played. HEY wait one last thing, actually all the thing they did is a waste cause in the end the mark is by lucky draw kekes..
wa i sound kind of evil. but bu shi wo xiang de!
haha
ok then the next thing almost all the bathing door cannot lock lols! i am lik holding the door while bathing RAWRs!
after dinner helped out in the hanging of word but i think it's half success half not
hmmm really tired for the first day cause tt night b4 didnt slp early but have to wake up early=/
tire really tire BUT..

2nd day:
i wake up every hour lols.. 1+ 2+ 3+ 4+ only after 4+ then can slp better but i need to wake up at 5+ lols...
yar fun exercise haha.. kind of fun^^ but i didnt really do lar =x
then morning and afternoon still ok until at night.. .. ..
fun night ehh it really fun we dance like drug addict haha yar i tried to but i think got more to improve=.= haha they are really hyper
my worse night hais [really sorry huiting] i didnt mean to.
but i think now ok le ba but i guess it will be harder for you to trust me again.

3rd days:
slping half good half bad.
woke up around same time
ok then we had quite alot of activity tt i dun feel lik typing all out now
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really the day ended so fast lar when on the bus i cant believe tt i feel lik i had just went for a few hr onli =.= really.
opps wait last but not least i learned quite alot but i think i forgot le =.=
haha

okays! buaiix...

sry, i didnt take any pic^^

2008-12-23T22:46:00.003+08:00

ok this is the forth post for today lols..
time for some LAMing hurhur!

fish attack!!!
rockman: dun worry! pikachu, policeman, and the last one i dunno who
i am here to safe you wahahaha...
Rockman: ahhhhhhhhhhh shet!
(rockman fall down )

Fish: hahahhahahahahahahha X 10000000000000000000000
stomach ache
(laugh until bite ownself LoLsss)

pikachu: see i use my thunder bolt
what! no use aya!
ytd forget charge!stupid!

hoho THE END!
okays, it's not cold okaysssss?!
haha i think i took those pic while tinking of what to draw then i saw all this abandoned
toys then took it out and played lols...

at neighbour house
i noe my expression is like
"WTH!" hahaha

2008-12-23T18:42:00.002+08:00

人类是世上最恐怖的。
他就像，世上最凶狠的东西结在一起。

2008-12-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

看完 Goku dou high le hohohoh。

2008-12-23T11:48:00.002+08:00

你知道吗？你不知道。
因为我没有开口。

[人]
没用的人
愚蠢的人
就是这样的人。

什么也不会，什么都不懂。

超级，大笨蛋，白痴，智商零，世上最愚蠢的人。

什么都怕，什么都不敢。

他/她因该不属于这里。。
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[爱]
先要懂得保护与照顾自己。
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一个人走的路，很长。
两个人一起走，短多了。
三个人走的路，快乐。
一群人走的路，永远都代替不了的快乐与回忆。
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我只是羡慕你们拥有[一群人走的路，永远都代替不了的快乐与回忆]

不过我为你们而开心。
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2008-12-22T17:47:00.001+08:00

Bu Si Zhi Sheng - JJ Lin

阳光放弃这最后一秒
让世界被黑暗笼罩
惩罚着人们的骄傲
我忍受寒冷的煎熬
和北风狂妄的咆哮
对命运做抵抗
这是无法避免的浩劫
不论你以为你是谁
任何事情任何一切
喔亲爱的别难过
只要紧紧握着我的手
地球毁灭了以后
我仍爱你爱的不知天高地厚
为你再造一个新宇宙
不死之身不死的温柔
这是无法避免的浩劫
不论你以为你是谁
任何事情任何一切
喔亲爱的别难过
只要紧紧握着我的手

撑着悲伤不回头
却感觉此刻你停不了的泪流
唯有爱才能永垂不朽
唯有你我才能找回我
唯有你我才能找回我
唯有你我才能找回我

2008-12-22T17:44:00.000+08:00

Chipmunks - Gou Ai ( Enough Love ) - Dong Cheng Wei & A Chord -

LOLs.

2008-12-22T09:16:00.001+08:00

忘了怎么爱。

2008-12-20T03:15:00.001+08:00

"I saiid FREE ME!"

"not who you think"

Click for bigger image*

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2008-12-19T03:35:00.002+08:00

现在是凌晨三点三十六分。
很早吧？
刚看完goku dou high school ep6 还不是很累所以想写写东东。~（笑）

黑沉沉的夜晚，
然人觉得又冷又害怕
冷得很寂寞
害怕得心跳加速。

梦想。很远

2008-12-16T21:41:00.003+08:00

也许我要的就是这种感觉。

我要当歌手！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
听到了吗？
我。要。当。歌。手!!!!

相信我。
我的第一步就是改变自己。

学习。
Learn.

也许我没有那样子，
也许我没有那气质，
也许我没有那胆量
也许根本就不可能。

加。油。

现在。
Now.

2008-12-16T21:14:00.002+08:00

~呼呼今天本小姐很开心！！！哈哈
也不知道镇么解释，就是很开心。^^
也许是因为这段时间浪费了很多时间，而今天我却做了很多很有意义的事。
~（笑）好希望可以一直这样下去。

加。油！

2008-12-14T20:47:00.002+08:00

SADES is staying with me tonight!!!!!!!!!!!! kekes..
SADES pic using dad and bro phone
ok sades is cute but my camera skills[using hp] is bad!RAWR
but i think sades pic i took in min camera not tt bad^^ heehs
but onli can get her pic by tmr.
so as for now:
using dad phone

before

after

using bro hp

tata~

2008-12-13T22:57:00.002+08:00

yos!!!
today went EOY cosplay.
ehto, basically i did nth much lar
i spent my time with sades^^ heehs took lots and lots and lots of picture of her kekes she is so damn ke ai..
i want her pic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kekes..

sades~ [tmr coming my house?]^^

2008-12-10T00:10:00.002+08:00

信任。受伤。
人心捉摸不清。
对他好他不定会对你好，不过至少自己要问心无愧。
付出不一定会有回报。

2008-12-07T22:30:00.002+08:00

好好，我也不是这样没人性的
虽然今天我不是很快乐
因为你真的因为朋友而没里我们。~嗨
不过我还是要祝你生日快乐 [吴茂康！] [=
真的很想骂你！~arghhh
奎我还一大早学弹生日快乐歌给你听！
算了。。

不过还蛮开心的是，还好有大哥，二哥[老妖怪，肥肥]，叔叔们在，
他们虽然作弄我不过还蛮好玩的哈哈
好啦, 该去看戏了 xD

2008-12-04T22:37:00.003+08:00

support[不良笑花]kekex^^

嗨~
有没有事让我做啊！？？

嘿嘿~

好想咬一口~

2008-12-03T22:26:00.003+08:00

untitled*

my initial idea is actually [蒙] but then the result looks more like [rocker] hence untitled ^^..hehe..

2008-12-03T09:32:00.001+08:00

me with M&N

ahhhhhh

xP

自己画的，好看吗？^^

2008-12-02T21:27:00.002+08:00

朋友们啊，我真的被你们忘了吗？
还是，是我自己的错？

不明白，但我真的很想明白。
就像被蒙住一样不停的乱走，没有方向。
就像在森林里迷失的小孩，没有方向。

我走得出吗？

呼呼！今天和爸妈到评价买东东。
看到超大又超可爱的M&N，忍不住买了两个 ~嘿嘿
蓝和绿色的还想要收集其他颜色的 ~（笑）
^^

好啦，有空在拍几张照[=

2008-12-02T01:49:00.002+08:00

疯子！！！哈哈。。
嗨，~（叹气）
我真的只能这样过吗？[没用的家伙]

我常常都会很快的从你们的脑海里消失。
我很借以！只是我没说罢了。
没关系吧[=，真的。

2008-12-01T11:39:00.001+08:00

!!skip beat.華麗的挑戰.Extravagant Challenge
!!

hahahahahaha....

2008-11-27T21:23:00.002+08:00

在我的黑白世界，出现了红
我，爱上了红
那多漂亮又鲜艳的颜色。
太刺激了~（笑）
红会永远是。。

很想不断的往前跑，去追求完美
但，有完美吗？

不同已经画好了［＝
不过还不能放这里。
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－
红真的很美。

2008-11-24T21:00:00.002+08:00

[请你再。靠近。一点点]
对不起哦！不同和rocker到现在还是没灵感。=X

2008-11-24T12:58:00.002+08:00

T-shirt and dresses design haha kind of excited.

hmmm borrowed the guitar from my cousin and the book "guitar for dummies 2nd edition"
RAWR ytd read through read until wanna sleep liao onli read till chpt 2=.=

haha kay nth much lar
gonna look for job soon dun wanna waste my time watching show RAWR~!!
then mayb can start studying abit[= eventhough watching show, doing nth hen shuang but felt tt it's such a waste of time..

designing, music..

what will my future be like?

我真的需要老师来教我钢琴和吉他啦！！！
看那些书，看到快疯了xD

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! end buahaha...!

2008-11-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

我不想一直做梦，我要让梦想实现，就算没成功，至少我有努力过。
[但]
对不起，我已经不知道自己是谁，不知道自己的想法，感觉，不知道我要的是什么？
我的梦想是什么？

没有人生目标的我，好失败！！！

我想要做很多很多的事，不过对每一件事都没有信心。
我也自己怀疑，那真的事我想做的事吗？
为什么，我想要成为那种人？

不想就这样没有意义的度过我的人生。
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请你为你自己的未来想一想。好好用功读书吧。[=

2008-11-19T22:44:00.003+08:00

为什么他们的思想那么成俗呢?
Rawr!! whay cannot use chinese again nbm i shall continue next time^^

Gam-ba-tte..

Continue
[梦想]
“在你说梦想不可能实现前，问问自己为梦想做过什么？”

那如果明知道没有那个资格去实现那梦想，那还要不要为梦想而努力呢？
无论你多努力的跑，努力的追，他永远都在你前头，不让你追悼。
那就是永远实现不了的梦想。

刚刚，在学弹jinglebell.
有点慢，哈哈 xD

“我的梦想，是什么？”

。。。

2008-11-19T21:51:00.003+08:00

click for bigger image^^
[人偶]

~（笑）

哈哈，好了，明天在画[=

2008-11-19T12:59:00.002+08:00

[不同]
[人偶]
[Rocker]
接下来要画的title.

First of all SORRY ppl for not staying at the chalet. but i got my reason..

现在呢，要post照片！！

[taken by hong ]

[At T3 gallery]

min calling amanda

NOTE* GST refund

[on the way to T2]

in the skytrain
[Reached T2]

at The coffee bean

eating and drinking^^

!!!
BRROOOOM~[At T1]

at T1 gallery

NINJA??!! LOL

Back to T3 and traped there till morning^^
me and min running haha..

ok tt's the end^^

2008-11-16T23:05:00.002+08:00

[不知明天，会发生什么事？]

快疯了！！！
哈哈
一大堆垃圾在我脑海里，走，跑，飘，飞。。啊呀，就是一堆垃圾就对了。 =。=||
不知道自己在想什么。
烦！！

算了[笑~]

好累哦。。哈哈

晚安！

2008-11-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

［向目标前进］

哈哈哈
今天我超high的
在吃晚餐时我说了一堆超无聊的东东
哈哈＾＾

早上－下午时看終極一班，
觉得有点无聊？　哈哈　不过还好啦［＝
然后
录下自己唱［够爱］
不过不想放在这因为有些走音＾＾。
然后
自己学钢琴，会了一点点　xD

好吧接下来也要加油！！
－学吉他＾＾
－设计衣服
－跳舞
－唱歌
－找工作？？［再看吧］

好了也该停了。　再见！！＾＾

＊无liao的liao是这个聊还是这个了？＊

2008-11-13T21:47:00.001+08:00

[背叛]

add on.
everytime i finish reading sky of love i will draw this is after i finish the forth
then last part is when the friend 误会美嘉。tt why i drawed 背叛 [=

k end of add on.^^

2008-11-13T13:01:00.002+08:00

jus came back from grad day celebration=.=
cold until lik at east pole
haha jus kidding
cause it's RAINING totally no mood to go into the searching game lols..
then my class is lik NO teamwork^^
anyway overall hai hao except for the weather.

ohya saw a small monkey ehh can i call it small monkey? lols..
so cute lar hhaha cant take my eyes off^^
anyway now i am home^^

shall finish my last ep of zong ji yi jia!!!^^ buaiix

2008-11-12T21:00:00.002+08:00

[再见.不同世界的人]
hoho
today helped mom draw house and colored
hmm find it quite nice lar but nb take pic[=
just now me bro and dad went bishan
brought a green bag for her
later gonna cut mom b.day cake le haha

hmm tmr grad day^^
am i looking forward to it?
haha dunno..

--------------------------------------HOPE.-----------

2008-11-11T20:52:00.003+08:00

sketching[suicide] 11/11/08

ytd felt so terrible and came up with this idea^^[ idea as in drawing onli]
but thx to this [ if u never try you will never know]
i decided no matter what i wan to try
i wan to learn
even i might fail
even though i know nth abt it
i wan to learn.

tmr mammy b.day hohoho..
what to buy neh?

ok tt's all buaiix gonna watch zhong ji yi jia le hahhaha.

2008-11-11T01:03:00.002+08:00

am i stupid or dumb.
dream keep dreaming

you think you can?
o stupid you cant.
stop dreaming
perhaps you shuld jus..

even such a small thing you cant even do well.

understand?

2008-11-09T16:33:00.001+08:00

sketching
[stop destorying me.]

hoho
found the music sku le
waiting for dad to pei me go wahaha^^

2008-11-08T21:47:00.002+08:00

sketching haha nice ma?
actually suppose to study i end up drawing xD..
comment?^^
perhaps when i got time i will colour[=

2008-11-08T13:39:00.000+08:00

够爱

作词： A CHORD 作曲：脩.A CHORD
编曲：脩.东城卫演唱： A CHORD.东城卫

我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

指头还残留你为我擦的指甲油
没想走你好像说过你和我会不会有以後
世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有

*我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙爱你的我
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你听见了吗我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明我为了你存在的意义
世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有

*我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙爱你的我

爱你的我不能停止脉搏为了爱你奋斗就请你让我说出口

2008-11-06T22:01:00.004+08:00

went out with ling today^^

end[=

2008-11-03T21:03:00.002+08:00

Os it's gonna over soon...
but i think i will cry when the day i take my result..
cause i know how i had done..
it Os and i still didnt manage to finish a few paper.
and i did i do my best did i work hard?
what is working hard
i dont think i had work hard at all..

i really hope tt i can accpet the fact when i take my result.
yar perhaps i can..

i dont have to win*
but sometime it's so contradicting..

2008-11-01T02:50:00.002+08:00

yu-ppy
i am happy xD
GAMBATTE..
RAWR!

forgot. forgotten.

2008-10-25T20:27:00.002+08:00

Smile
Teach me how to smile
keep trying to be perfect
but hey u will nb b..
the inner you
why r u out
perhaps it's bcoz i didnt wanna come out
which is me?

hahaha laugh
yar damn funni just now me and bro trying to cook noodle lols..
on fire liao then boiling the water suddenly the fire went off
lols then cannot on le
haha
actually wanna give up de
then bro try on fire
suddenly can lols..
then put noodle all this
after cook hao
take noodle out also damn funni
i dunno how describe but i keep laughing..^^

oh isnt it good why cant u stay like tt..

imperfect-

ahhhhh art is dying hist is dying ss is dying oooh dying lols
but still Gambatte!!!!!!!!!!!!^^

ppl i wanna smile i wanna join in ur laughing but i cant seem to..
go away the inner you..

2008-10-21T22:38:00.002+08:00

Today eng Os...=.=
ok relax i didnt see wrong time but worse for paper2 i forgot tt i left my phone in my pocket until end of test when my mom suddenly called.. then i shock dao why got vibration lols..

paper1 i got nth to sae i dun haf much confident but all i know is it's over!!! hahaha
paper2 same i find it ok but u know everytime i find it ok.. .. ..

ok.. it's MAD time!!!
headache throughout the paper2 RAWR!!
but it didnt affect me^^ hehes
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next up is math. . . . . .

2008-10-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

it's killing me
the pressure of noise
the sound u made
the way you talk
the thing you do
i hate being like that i tried to control
but
it's still killing me.

it's alright dear pat*pat*
oh! come on?
how many time have i done tt..

but it's really alright..
be urself.
[Darling, you dont have to win just do your best
even if you didnt do your best
it's alright at least you tried.]
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Chem today
stressed by all those clever ppl around
oh, so i walked away
[rmb it's alright now]
the paper is ok but i didnt manage to finish cause i see wrong time WT..[BAKA]
i thought i got 45 min more when actually i onli left with 15min
hais [rmb it's alright now]
gonna study really hard for physic and paper1.
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ART oh, another thing tt's killing me..
i still dunno what to draw..... ..
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tmr eng.. another sub tt kills me..
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it seem like everything is killing me..
math also
4get it, its every sub tt's killing me..
i dont even haf ONE confident subject..
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Gambatte everyone!

2008-10-16T20:35:00.002+08:00

LIKE HUGE BROCCOLI*S

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[pressure[greed]

being suffocated.
felt terrible cause we all wanted to be the best
and when u r once the best
when u cannot keep it up..
u r so useless then useless.
[u wanna do well
do better
be the best]
greed.

pat*pat*
it alright jus do ur best no matter what.
dun be greedy*
or u will end up jus lik that.

HUGE BROCCOLIS like lambo!

dun wanna listen
hiding in the dark
so tt nobody see
so tt wont get hurt
so tt wont end up lik that
so tt it's empty..
so so tt..

2008-10-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

[shhh..silent]
mute and listen..
i stand and see..
it's nice.
sometime u will also realise something new[=
but too bad i cant join in..
i cant or perhaps is i dunno how to..
cause
i think i am invisible.
Patient: doctor i think i am invisible
Doctor: next please.
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HaHaHa-laugh^^

2008-10-06T18:52:00.001+08:00

from newspaper[=
77,000 coffee cup!!! rawr!..

[=..

2008-10-05T13:12:00.002+08:00

yos.. addicted to honeydew iceblend + green apple "jelly" haha
todae morning watch "lang" the show haha.. nice lar..^^
then in the end nb do hw =.=

[tong]
很久很久没有那感觉了。
but i find it nice[=

hmm Os so near so so near..

[你走天桥，我走地下道]

我轉進單行道一路把過去甩掉

忘了曾經說過要一起到老 ..